Daylight is peace, night a battle. As the sun dips low in the sky, hiding its face from the pain, I gird myself for a siege. Not a physical siege—rather something much deeper, darker, and more dangerous to my soul. At night, I wage war with the darkness in my mind. You might never see it. Follow me through my post-dinner activities and you’d find nothing alarming. I sit in a comfortable recliner in my library with my husband or my son for most of the evening. Surrounded by bo